My Favorite Albums of 2019

I’ve been on some sort of OCD-crazed purging tip lately, which led me to go through my box of ticket stubs I’ve managed to hold on to since the early 2000s -physical reminders of the two decades of formative moments that have now placed me at the threshold of yet another new decade.

What’s been the soundtrack to my life over the years? A lot of the familiar, then, as the years advance, a bunch of new names. But what’s stayed consistent for the past 20 years is that I’ve listened to what I love. Yes, there was a lot of Britney and Christina in high school, but at that same time it was also Elliott Smith, Aimee Mann and Atmosphere. And so on.

The list below seems like the perfect summary of not only the year or decade, but my very deep relationship with music since the beginning. A look back for a glimpse of what’s to come. Enjoy!


20. Andrew Bird – My Finest Work Yet

Andrew Bird is one of those artists that had been there from my musical beginning, his music providing a nice warm Sherpa sweater refuge over the ups and downs of life.

The music of My Finest Work Yet is no different. Just Mr. Bird being Mr. Bird, but this time his often-complex lyrics take a somewhat political undertone during times could definitely benefit from his perspective on things.

Favorite track: “Archipelago”


19. Sandy (Alex G) – House of Sugar

Admittedly this is the first Sandy (Alex G) album I’ve really been able to get a handle on, and I’m so glad I did. It’s approachable without being approachable at all. Unassuming while bold. And I like that!

Favorite track: “Gretel”


18. Sharon Van Etten – Remind Me Tomorrow

One of those ticket stubs was from Sharon Van Etten’s show at The Cedar in February 2012. Having only released Tramp a few days earlier, the mood was joyful, loose, engaging. But after all that, she ended the show with one her most affecting songs, “Love More.” I remember that because I was completely floored. The dark of that oblong room, my friend Megan standing next to me, knowing that she was experiencing the same emotions I was. That’s what I love about music’s effect on memories – it cements them. The songs of Remind Me Tomorrow have that power and then some, so thanks Sharon!!

Favorite track: “Jupiter 4”


17. The Tallest Man On Earth – I Love You. It’s a Fever Dream.

I spent the majority of 2019 making the same face Kristian Matsson makes on the cover of I Love You. It’s a Fever Dream. Is he tired? Relieved? Over it thinking ‘wtf’ in his head? At peace with something? All of that or none of the above? Well same!!!!

Favorite track: “I’m a Stranger Now”


16. Blood Orange – Angel’s Pulse

Technically a mix tape, but that doesn’t matter. Dev Hynes does it once again, even if this is a collection of material left on the recording room floor. What a treat! The music of Blood Orange has been interwoven with my memories of attending Pitchfork Music Festival since 2012; a reunion of close friends celebrated with some of the best music year after year. I think I’ve seen Blood Orange four times at the festival, which is why listening to his music feels like coming home.

Favorite track: “Happiness”


15. Big Thief – Two Hands

Holy hell. It’s like, what excellent Big Thief album do you put on your list, because we got two to pick from. For me, it was Two Hands.

Favorite track: “Not”


14. Angelo De Augustine – Tomb

A lovely, quiet album when most of the year had me just wanting to tell everyone “shhhhhhhhh!” Also sad!

Favorite track: “A Good Man’s Light”



Her show at Red Rocks looked like Paris Fashion Week. How exciting for the future of pop music! How jealous are you of the teenagers who get Billie as their pop star?

Favorite track: “listen before i go”


12. Ariana Grande – thank u, next

If everyone could be as emotionally mature as Ms. Grande and take a shit year/luck/whatever and respond not with venom but with grace, charm, wit and a wink, the world would be a much better place.

Favorite track: “needy”


11. Thom Yorke – ANIMA

In 2006 I found myself “on the farm” at Bonnaroo at the ripe old age of 20. The Eraser had leaked. In the company of other Radiohead fans, we played that damn CD a lot, but personally I was always left wanting a little…more. ANIMA no longer sounds like music coming from a side project – this is Thom Yorke fully-formed as his own thing, and it’s fantastic.

Favorite track: “Impossible Knots”


10. James Blake – Assume Form

James Blake first shook me to life in May of 2011. He played the goddamn 7th Street Entry in Minneapolis. Like, scooze? In what world does that happen? Anyway, I’ve been a big fan ever since and, like many of the other artists on this list, Assume Form is peak James Blake, what everything else was leading up to.

Favorite track: “Into the Red”


9. Kevin Morby – Oh My God

I truly cherish this man and especially this album of his. The comparisons to Dylan are earned – this is a rollicking, spiritual, tour de force of an album.

Favorite track: “Hail Mary”


8. Weyes Blood – Titanic Rising

I mean maybe because it has Titanic in the title but despite that fact…another wow!

Favorite track: “Everyday”


7. Helado Negro – This Is How You Smile

I had the pleasure of taking a driving trip down to Santa Fe and Taos, New Mexico, shortly after this album was released, and I couldn’t think of a better landscape to be surrounded by to soak this album in.

Favorite track: “Fantasma Vaga”


6. Solange – When I Get Home

Where to begin with Ms. Solange? I was supposed to see her for the first time in 2013 at The Bottom Lounge in Chicago. And then she canceled the show. Then she rescheduled and waved to me and my friend Liza from the stage and it was a moment. She has since graced Pitchfork Music Festival twice, in 2013 and 2017. Both were chic, especially the 2017 performance where we all had a seat at the table and then my friend Mimi fainted during “Losing You” (iconic) and we had to carry her out of the crowd!

Favorite track: “Almeda”


5. Bon Iver – i,i

While nothing might be more impactful to me personally than the somewhat surprise release and Kid A-esque turn of 22, A Million, i,i, see’s Justin Vernon blowing the fable of his founding wide open, inviting some of the best names working in music today to create an album that is peak Bon Iver. Justin’s music will always sound like home to me, even if Wisconsin technically gets to claim that right. Anyway, I feel incredibly lucky to be living at the same time this man is making music – there’s nothing else quite like it that speaks to my soul in a way that says, “this is for you.”

Favorite track: “Naeem”


4. Angel Olsen – All Mirrors

I received a ‘hot tip’ in Chicago in October 2012 to show up early for Dark Dark Dark’s performance at Schubas because an up-and-comer, Angel Olsen, would be opening. And here we are now, me, alone at the Gothic Theatre in Colorado this past Sunday, witnessing the live translation of All Mirrors. And then I died!

Favorite track: “Tonight”


3. Vampire Weekend – Father of the Bride

Vampire Weekend have transformed into a jam band, and they’ve never sounded better! PS – favorite Red Rocks show of the year. I’d never seen them before. It was 25 degrees and snowing. And they played for 3 hours. Good tf night.

Favorite track: “Unbearably White”


2. FKA twigs – MAGDALENE

MAGDALENE came out on what would be a literal 24-hour travel day from Rome to Denver, via Amsterdam and Detroit. Yah. Groggily tapping play before takeoff on the first leg of the journey, I was simply not prepared for what I was about to hear. I’d listened to lead single “Cellophane” maybe once or twice, never finding myself in the right place or mood – so why not start by being trapped in a metal tube for a day?!

By the time I got to “mirrored heart” somewhere over the Alps, I was completely basically in a state of shock. What the fuck was I listening to? How was this album so brilliant? Needless to say, “mirrored heart” and the rest of MAGDALENE stayed on repeat for the large majority of those 24 hours. I’m so glad this album exists.

Favorite track: “mirrored heart”


1. Lana Del Rey – Norman Fucking Rockwell!

The first time I heard “The greatest,” I couldn’t understand what was happening. Aside from “Venice Bitch” and “Mariners Apartment Complex,” which were practically a year before NFR, I had no idea what to expect from this album sonically. Lana has bobbed and weaved between folk, trip-hop and pop over her career. I’ve truly enjoyed all of it, but “The greatest” just hit different. How could a song named “The greatest” be like, one of the greatest songs I’d ever heard?

Norman. Fucking. Rockwell!!!!!! I’d add even more exclamation marks to the title if I could. I can’t do any better writing about this album than those that do this professionally have, but I will say this: I’ve always been a fan of the underdog, probably because I’ve felt like one for most of my life. How Lana has triumphed now in the most quiet yet self-assured way possible over the past decade makes me beyond happy. Even if she doesn’t care about (or need) the accolades, they’ve been a long time coming. And I hope this means even more people take a moment to not only discover but spend time with her music if they haven’t already. NFR is the triumph of the year / decade. A time capsule of feelings and moods for my generation and those that follow. Guess that I’m burned out after all.

Favorite tracks: “Fuck it I love you,” “The greatest,” “California,” “Happiness is a butterfly”


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My Favorite Albums of 2018

Sorrow. Struggle. Regret. Forgiveness. Letting go of the past. Freedom. Liberation. These are the major themes of my 20 favorite albums of 2018, a year when getting lost in music and the grander schemes of life felt more important than ever.

Rankings felt harder than ever this year for some reason, so take an album’s position in the list with a grain of salt as truly, all 20 meant something very special to me.

Finally, another thing that happened in 2018: I got my dream job doing marketing, communications and public relations for Red Rocks Amphitheatre. This whole blog thing started because I thought it would be pertinent to build a “portfolio” of music-related writings and content since I wanted a job in the music industry. This is the 10th anniversary of me starting this blog. Let that be inspiration that some things that are meant to be take time, and that everything that’s meant to be will be!



20. Death Cab for Cutie – Thank You for Today

Seth Cohen, listen up! Death Cab released an actually ok album that serves some feelings similar to what listening to early 2000s Death Cab did and I am totally here for that!

Favorite track: “Autumn Love”


19. Big Red Machine – Big Red Machine

Oh weird, a Justin Vernon project is on my list.

Favorite track: “I Won’t Run From It”


18. Rhye – Blood

I’ve been waiting for a new Rhye album to materialize ever since being completely shook by Mike Milosh’s April 2013 performance at Schubas in Chicago – a nearly impossible ticket to get, the show was prefaced by some ground rules which included no talking, no walking in and out of the room during the performance, no drinks being sold at the back bar and absolutely no photos allowed. It all made for an intense, completely engrossing, sexy-ass show, which my friend and concert companion Ryan can attest to (Ryan, wasn’t 2018 a weird year for music?!). Finally, 5 years later, we have Rhye’s Blood, which builds upon and extends the sultry and sweet R&B nibbles we were first introduced to on Woman, and crawling back into that cocoon proved very necessary in 2018.

Favorite track: “Song For You”


17. Lykke Li – So Sad So Sexy

Just seeing the title of Lykke Li’s 4th LP was like “ok yes I am so on board.” And tbh, while it’s not nearly as sad as 2014’s I Never Learn (the sexy part is up for debate), So Sad So Sexy brings a majority of the feels of its predecessor and marries them with song more driven by beats from Lykke Li’s earliest work. It’s sad, it’s pretty sexy, and I dig it.

Favorite track: “utopia”


16. Jeff Tweedy – WARM

It’s dumb for me to write anything about Jeff Tweedy and his music because I’d rather just encourage you to read his just-released memoir and listen to its pseudo-companion album, WARM. Because no one knows Tweedy like Tweedy, and WARM is a tender, eye-opening, masterfully-crafted entry in an increasingly impressive body of work.

Favorite track: “From Far Away”


15. Cat Power – Wanderer

Like haiiii is it 2003 again or what?! Either way, I loved having some new Cat Power in my life.

Favorite track: “Stay”


14. S. Carey – Hundred Acres

While not as essential as Range of Light or the completely entrancing Supermoon EP, the Bon Iver drummer’s latest album is a beautiful place to get lost in for a while, and damnit, Carey stands on his own as an artist!

Favorite track: “Have You Stopped to Notice” / “Meadow Song”


13. Kurt Vile – Bottle It In

This is an album that (for me at least) is best enjoyed while in a particular mood (if you know what I’m sayin’) to really get into. Thankfully that mood strikes quite often here in Colorado.

Favorite track: “One Trick Ponies”


12. Iron & Wine – Weed Garden EP

And yeah, I KNOW it’s an EP.

Favorite track: “Talking to Fog”


11. Mitski – Be the Cowboy

Like duh. I guess I don’t have much more to say.

Favorite track: “Lonesome Love”


10. Gregory Alan Isakov – Evening Machines

Yum because he’s from Boulder, because a high school classmate is his drummer now (?!) (shout out to Max Barcelow!) and because it would have been easy for this album to be boring but it’s totally not!

Favorite track: “Chemicals”


9. Father John Misty – God’s Favorite Customer

Another year, another FJM album. We could be reaching the Misty Tipping Point™. I have a few friends who are already over “it”; the singing, the dancing, the swaying hips, the crooning, the shtick. And honestly, I kinda was too, until I had to choose between seeing Beach House at one of my favorite clubs in Denver or Father John Misty at Red Rocks. So going into my 5th live FJM show, I was a little skeptical of my own willingness to get into “it.” And let me tell you, it didn’t take long at all and once again Mr. Tillman completely won me over. I’ll take a new album every year if that’s what he wants to keep doing, thank you very much.

Favorite track: “Just Dumb Enough to Try”


8. Lucy Dacus – Historian

Didn’t completely fall in love with this album until about a month ago but oh boy I am sure glad I did!

Favorite track: “The Shell”


7. Beach House – 7

Beach House’s spookiest album to date has everything – synths, a number for its title, a song about being drunk in LA. Oh and it’s pretty much guaranteed that I’m in tears by the end if listened to straight through. Chic!

Favorite track: “Last Ride”


6. Janelle MonáeDirty Computer

An album of the times, of politics, of sex and power, in the vein of Prince. Conceptually brilliant, Monae’s obvious talents really, really shine through on Dirty Computer and I love it!

Favorite track: “Screwed”


5. Blood Orange – Negro Swan

Per usual, I went a little too hard on the first day of Pitchfork Music Festival this year, and day two was a struggle. The only thing keeping me going was knowing Blood Orange had an afternoon set, one that would hopefully bring me back to life before Fleet Foxes closed out the day and I would be sleep. And that’s exactly what happened. Dev Hynes and crew had us dancing, laughing, crying, talking and not talking all while communicating some pretty heavy shit through the most wonderful sounding R&B, pop and dance music in existence today. He. Had. Risen.

Favorite track: “Smoke”


4. Robyn – Honey

*Some people* are disappointed in Honey, and honey, let me tell you; artists owe us nothing! It’s a miracle that this much genuinely good music even exists in the world, and we have the privilege to hear it! So thank you Robyn for even making another album, and an excellent one at that. On top of the fact that we should just be happy we are even hearing new Robyn music, the lyrics in my favorite track on Honey, “Send to Robin Immediately,” should be the world’s collective MO: If you got something to say, say it right away. If you got something to do, do what’s right for you. If you got somebody to love, give that love today. Know you got nothing to lose, there’s no time to waste.”


Favorite track: “Send to Robin Immediately”


3. Ben Howard – Noonday Dream

Not since the likes of Transatlanticism have I been so engrossed in an album. With Noonday Dream, Ben Howard has managed to create a world of loss, sorrow and hope, taking listeners on an atmospheric journey unlike any other album this year. Simply stunning!

Favorite track: “Towing the Line”


2. Amen Dunes – Freedom

There’s no way not to be present and really feel  e v e r y t h I n g  Damon McMahon sings about as he rips through the 11 songs of Freedom, an album that leaves me absolutely shooketh every single time I listen to it all the way through, which is every time I listen to it.

Side note: I got to see Amen Dunes perform at my favorite tiny venue in Denver and WOW!

Favorite track: “Freedom”



I mean honestly, there wasn’t another album that I digitally reached for more in 2018 than EVERYTHING IS LOVE, the surprise (surprise!) release from Mr. and Mrs. Beyonce Knowles. Need an instant party? EVERYTHING IS LOVE. Feeling pissed off at someone or something? EVERYTHING IS LOVE (specifically “BOSS”). Need a gay dance moment? EVERYTHING IS LOVE (“HEARD ABOUT US”).

After the elevator fight, after a sip of Lemonade and after 4:44, the President and First Gentlemen of anything and everything relevant to culture and good music prove that sometimes, forgiveness truly is one of the most powerful tools we can wield as humans. And that’s how I feel about that!

Favorite track: “Heard About Us”

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My Favorite Albums of 2017

Favorite Albums of 2017

IS TIME FLYING BY OR WHAT?! But seriously though, I know a lot of people think 2017 was worse than 2016, but for me, it was a year of growth, rebuilding and renewal, and I feel pretty great about it; I’m still emo, I’m still gay, but sometimes you gotta go through the darkness to see the light, right?

You could say the same for some of the artists and the albums that appear on this list, which are my favorite albums of the year. I say favorite, not top, because let’s be honest, there are other albums that came out this year that might be considered “technically” better than the ones on my list. Even the order of my list could be argued, but fuck it, they’re listed based on how much I love them, not who is a better artist or band, etc.

Anyway, back to that going through the darkness thing – lots of these albums are long-awaited returns for bands and artists that went through similar emotional journeys (or just needed a fucking break), so maybe that’s why some mean more than others to me. At any rate, I’m just happy that good, thoughtful music continues to exist in a world that increasingly doesn’t make much sense. And so, here are my favorite albums of 2017.

20. Sufjan Stevens – The Greatest Gift / Planetarium / Carrie & Lowell Live


To say that this was a prolific year for Sufjan would be an understatement. While I know that putting his three releases this year all at number 20 is cheating (and that’s not even counting “Tonya Harding”), there was just too much good stuff not to recognize on this list, and all three of these albums now hold a special place in my heart (and in my Sufjan library).

Favorite Tracks: “Exploding Whale (Doveman Remix)” / “Mercury” / “Should Have Known Better (Live)”

19. Arcade Fire – Everything Now


Yes, it falls flat in the middle and there’s not excuse for a song as lame as “Peter Pan,” but the good stuff in Everything Now is really good. “We Don’t Deserve Love” never fails to stop me dead in my tracks.

Favorite Track: “We Don’t Deserve Love”

18. Spoon – Hot Thoughts


I mean they couldn’t not be on this list, sooooooooooo…

Favorite Track: “Tear It Down”

17. St. Vincent – MASSEDUCATION


Mostly just because of The New Yorker’s profile on her, but also because Annie fucking rules.

Favorite Track: “New York”

16. Conor Oberst – Salutations


I was lucky enough to see Mr. Oberst perform in Denver this summer, and the songs on Salutations absolutely thrived when played live. Also, nostalgia, ya know? ALSO, any album that name checks John Muir AND Frank Lloyd Wright’s Taliesin is a winner in my mind.

Favorite Track: “Barbary Coast (Later)”

15. Kendrick Lamar – DAMN.


Obligatory, but well deserving.

Favorite Track: “PRIDE”

14. Perfume Genius – No Shape


Like, holy CHIC! Super fun and sexy and enduring album.

Favorite Track: “Valley”

13. LCD Soundsystem – american dream


My personal american dream was fulfilled this summer dancing to “All My Friends” with all my friends at Pitchfork Music Festival, so that’s cool. american dream also slaps.

12. Cigarettes After Sex – Cigarettes After Sex


There’s a song literally called “K.” K.

Favorite Track: “Sweet”

11. Laura Marling – Semper Femina


I’ve always been a big Laura Marling fan, and Semper Femina finds the artist at the top of her game. The album even earned her a Grammy nomination – chic for her!

Favorite Track: “Nothing, Not Nearly”

10. The National – Sleep Well Beast


Because nothing fits depression better than The National!

Favorite Track: “I’ll Still Destroy You”

9. Lorde – Melodrama


But like who’s the 31 year old that inhabits Lorde’s body? For real though, this albummmmmmm. Soundtrack for a generation I tell ya.

Favorite Track: “Supercut”

8. Rostam – Half-Light


Listening to this album is like being curled up under a down comforter in some really good lighting with some chic candle burning, and who doesn’t love that? And in these dividing times, what’s a more enduring line than “Everyone of us has felt the lights go down”?

Favorite Track: “EOS”

7. Grizzly Bear – Painted Ruins


I mean my Wi-Fi network was named Central and Remote forever – it was also the original name of this blog – so yeah, I am a bit of a Grizzly Bear fanboy. Admittedly, Painted Ruins is still growing on me, however it’s also provided a great reminder of how talented this band is, and I’m glad they decided to come out of hibernation when we needed them the most.

Favorite Track: Tossup between “Neighbors” and “Sky Took Hold”

6. Father John Misty – Pure Comedy


It’s scary how well this man can lyricize basically every trope about American society and our downfall as humans while making it all sound funny, lovely and heartbreaking at the same time.

Favorite Track: “Total Entertainment Forever”

5. The War on Drugs – A Deeper Understanding


Really honestly I don’t think a guitar solo has made me weep until this album came around and now there’s three of them on here that do just that. I also don’t think I’ve ever felt as blissed out as I have while listening to “Thinking of a Place” while driving in the mountains.

Favorite Track: “Strangest Thing”

4. Aimee Mann – Mental Illness


I credit Aimee Mann’s Lost in Space” as playing a major role in my personal “musical awakening” in high school. And while there have been great Aimee Mann albums since then, Mental Illness is the first one that leaves me feeling as shook as I felt back in 2003.

Favorite Track: “You Never Loved Me”

3. Feist – Pleasure


I had been anticipating a new album from Feist since 2011’s Metals became my standby lakeside companion in Chicago. Pleasure was well worth the wait, and I’m happy for its existence every day.

Favorite Track: “Baby Be Simple”

2. Lana Del Rey – Lust For Life


Lana’s just always kinda been my (and every other gay man’s) thing. I really don’t understand how she releases a new album every other year and they just keep getting better and better. Lust For Life is like, peak Lana, even though I hope the peaks just keep coming like they have been. It’s got everything – breathy ballads, Lana saying “fuck,” a song about drugs and marzipan, trip-hop beats, beaches, music festivals, and “Get Free,” a song that came to define my outlook on 2017 and life in general, a “modern manifesto” that got LANA TO SMILE ON THE ALBUM COVER.

Favorite Track: “Get Free”

1. Fleet Foxes – Crack-Up


It was really looking like Fleet Foxes might not ever return, so when the rumors of a new album started swirling around, I tried not to get my hopes up. Then I saw Robin Pecknold open for Joanna Newsom at The Boulder Theater last year, and that had to mean something, right? Little did I know that I was hearing him sing a handful of songs he was working on for what would become Crack-Up, my favorite album of the year, one that exceeded all of my hopes and dreams for what I’d want in new Fleet Foxes material. I really don’t have much to add to what’s already been written about Crack-Up by much more talented writers other than to say the one-two punch of “On Another Ocean (January / June)” and “Fools Errand” reduces me to a puddle of goo every single time. Endless gratitude to these gentlemen for making music, and my favorite album of 2017.

Favorite Track: “Fools Errand”

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Top 5 Albums of 2016


A lot of things informed my list this year – I turned 30 (shriek!), then got laid off from my job, then got another job, then my relationship of over 2 years ended, then I moved to a new city, got a new apartment, then Trump was elected as our next President, oh and then all those musicians everyone loved died. And that’s just my shit, sooooooo…

Yeah, 2016 man. It’s why my list is only five albums this year. It’s not that there weren’t many, many more great albums released this year. It’s that I’m tired. I’m over it. Check please. In strange times I’ve relied more heavily this year on old emo favorites – Aimee Mann, Elliott Smith. Sufjan is never turned off. The National’s Trouble Will Find Me finally found me three years after its release when I didn’t even know I needed it most.

But these five albums also had a tremendous effect on me. They’re the five that I’ve kept coming back to over and over again throughout the year. They’ve kept me going, made me cry, made me laugh, made me get beyond excited to hear one of their tracks in the cloob, helped me be more introspective than I think I’ve ever been. Maybe some of these have done that to you too?

So here’s what’s ‘currently murking’ me. I’ve been a mess – thanks for putting up with me this year.

5. Kanye West – The Life of Pablo


I was at work hiding in my cube with headphones on and the livestream of Yeezy Season 3 up and running. The Kardashians made their entrance, which was chic but also not chic, and then the crowd at Madison Square Garden cheered even louder as Kanye finally stepped up and played the first track off of his new album, “Ultralight Beam.” And then we all died.

Hope you’re feeling better Ye, stop meeting with Trump.

Favorite track: “Ultralight Beam” / “Highlights”

4. Beyoncé – Lemonade


I was sitting at home on the couch looking at Instagram when an image from Beyoncé’s account depicting her in a fur hanging out the side of a car casually slid across me screen with a link to the music video for “Formation,” which was literally released that minute. Then the Super Bowl happened the next day and, despite my thinking that not enough time had passed since her surprise self-titled, we all got that taste of Lemonade we were so, sooooo thirsty for. And I mean everyone got that taste, whether they liked it or not. So necessary this year.

Favorite track: “Sorry”

3. Radiohead – A Moon Shaped Pool


It was the worst week of 2016 for me. Although the clues from Radiohead helped a little. I was glued to Radiohead’s Reddit thread along with all the other nerds, keeping myself occupied.

Then the video for “Daydreaming” was released and I could barely get through the day.

Then it was Mother’s Day. Then A Moon Shaped Pool was released. It was gorgeous. It was Radiohead’s breakup album. How perfect.

Favorite track: “Present Tense”

2. Bon Iver – 22, A Million


I had been feeling exceedingly worse about my decision not to attend this year’s Eaux Claires Festival as it became “duh” that Bon Iver would be premiering their new album in full on Friday.

The last time I saw Justin Vernon live was in September 2013 for a Volcano Choir show at The Metro in Chicago. I was convinced that band was his new point of focus – interviews Justin gave before kind of led you to believe that the Bon Iver project was dead dead dead.

Well it wasn’t. It’s not. Holy hell. It’s entirely possible for me to cry during every single song on this album – I’ve tried it.

It’s almost enough to get me to move back to the Twin Cities – to be closer to family and friends, of course, but also closer to the music scene and culture and the people that made and continue to make this kind of music happen.

Favorite track: Sorry it just really has to be taken as a whole.

1. Frank Ocean – Blonde 


“Listen, stop trying to be somebody else. Don’t try to be someone else. Be yourself and know that that’s good enough. Don’t try to be someone else. Don’t try to be like someone else. Don’t try to act like someone else, be yourself. Be secure with yourself. Rely and trust upon your own decisions. On your own beliefs.”

– Mom

Favorite track: “Self Control”




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Top 30 Albums of 2015

I’ve been putting this one off. Because like, everyone released an album this year, which is chic, but also not chic. However I’ve come away feeling more #blessed because, even though some highly-anticipated returns from established acts did not surprise and delight, other releases more than lived up to the hype, and I think 2015 will go down as one of the most prolific, strange, fascinating years in music in the new millennium.

Here goes…

30. Unknown Mortal Orchestra – Multi-Love


Not my favorite from UMO, but it’s too funky and groovy to be ignored.

Favorite track: “Necessary Evil”

29. Marina and The Diamonds – FROOT


Like whatever, I’m gay and it’s called FROOT!

Favorite track: “I’m a Ruin”

28. Natalie Prass – Natalie Prass


I’m feelin’ a lot of lady singers, and Natalie Prass is another one who made a pretty chic album this year, especially for a debut. Looking forward to many more from her.

Favorite track: “Bird of Prey”

27. Majical Cloudz – Are You Alone?


YES! LEAVE ME ALONE! Lots of feels, like, of course.

Favorite track: “Downtown”

26. Mikal Cronin – MCIII


Mikal! You finally made my Top 30 list. Do you love it? How are you feeling right now?

Favorite track: “iii) Control”

25. Car Seat Headrest – Teens of Style


I got into this one just a few weeks ago and yes I know dude’s been around forever and that these are all old songs.

Favorite track: “Maud Gone”

24. Foals – What Went Down


I didn’t think I liked this album as much as I did, and then I noticed that like, a majority of the songs are rated 5 stars in my iTunes, so………..And yes, I actually use the star system in iTunes, K.

Favorite track: “A Knife in the Ocean”

23. Lord Huron – Strange Trails


Like I know, call me basic, but I can’t tell you how many lyrics from this album have provided the perfect Instagram caption for everything here in Colorado.

Favorite track: “The Yawning Grave”

22. Hot Chip – Why Make Sense?


Hot Chip once again doing Hot Chip and that’s alright by me.

Favorite track: “Need You Now”

21. Beirut – No No No


This was one of those albums that people had been anticipating and then a bunch of people were super disappointed by it because it was too simple and short or whatever. I like to think of it as almost a “Best Of” album – snackable Beirut content. And I like that.

Favorite track: “So Allowed”

20. Ducktails – St. Catherine


I think it’s really about that music video for “Surreal Exposure” with Mac DeMarco, but it’s also about how each song on St. Catherine has something in it that grabs me.

Favorite track: “Heaven’s Room”

19. My Morning Jacket – The Waterfall


I’ve missed MMJ, and The Waterfall is the closest I think I’ll get to the particular MMJ that I’ve been missing.

Favorite track: “Get the Point”

18. Caribou  – Our Love


Like first of all, talk about chic album artwork! Also, this was one of the best shows I saw at Pitchfork Music Festival this year, which always seals a Top 30 deal.

Favorite track: “Back Home”

17. The Tallest Man on Earth – Dark Bird Is Home


An album that I keep returning to, and one that I think has been overlooked this year.

Favorite track: “Sagres”

16. Deerhunter – Fading Frontier


I’ve been a fan of Bradford’s projects for a while now, and Fading Frontier, while not revolutionary by any means, is just plain good, and one of the better Deerhunter albums in his catalog.

Favorite track: “Living My Life”

15. Drake – If You’re Reading This It’s Too Late


It may not be Views from the 6, but Drake made quite the mark on 2015 anyway; “Hotline Bling,” which was released on his own Beats 1 radio show, inspiring Erykah Badu to release the best mix tape of the year structured around the hit song, and this. I die for the signature sonic atmosphere Drake and producer Noah “40” Shebib have crafted over the years – call me crazy but I haven’t heard rap this moody since Atmosphere at their most emo.

Favorite track: “No Tellin'”

14. Panda Bear – Panda Bear Meets the Grim Reaper


I got my hands on a leak of this one back in December of last year, and declared it one of the best albums of 2015, in 2014. And despite everything else that came out this year, it held up. Bravo.

Favorite track: “Crosswords”

13. Wilco – Star Wars


While seeing Wilco at Red Rocks on a balmy night in July, my buddy commented that, while awesome, the set was basically the same set as every Wilco show we had been to in recent memory, and hoped they had something up their sleeves. The next day, while sitting at Denver International Airport, Wilco dropped Star Wars, and the day after that, I saw them play the entire new album, front to back, for the first time live. Life’s pretty sweet sometimes.

Favorite track: “Taste the Ceiling”

12. Beach House – Thank Your Lucky Stars


You know it was a crazy year when we didn’t get one, but two completely distinct and separate albums from Beach House. As you know, I love songs/albums that are downers, so Thank Your Lucky Stars was a welcome second helping from the duo. Also includes one of my favorite Beach House songs of all time (see below).

Favorite track: “Rough Song”

11. Florence + The Machine – How Big, How Blue, How Beautiful


Call me basic but I can’t get enough.

Favorite track: “St Jude”

10. Beach House – Depression Cherry


I mean come onnnnnnnnn. When “Sparks” was released as the first single, I died. And then the whole thing was released and then I died again. And then we got ANOTHER Beach House album and I was officially Depression-Cherried.

Favorite track: “PPP”

9. Lana Del Rey – Honeymoon


When Lana Del Rey announced Honeymoon like, a minute after she had almost finished touring for Ultraviolence, I was pretty skeptical that she could pull together something so quickly. Maybe it will be another Paradise EP thing I thought. But then came the honeymoon and it’s essential Lana at her most Lana, and I loooooooove that. In the words of Madonna, Lana is finally and fully an unapologetic bitch, and it’s such a chic looq for her persona and feels so good on the ears.

Favorite track: “Religion”

8. Tame Impala – Currents


The album was gorgeous as expected – it has guitars, psychedelic guitars, sweet riffs, singing, other instruments. I mean it was the new Tame Impala album, it wasn’t going to be bad/fail.

Favorite track: “The Moment”

7. Julia Holter – Have You in My Wilderness


Like, I told you earlier that I was really feeling the lady singers doing lady things (mostly because I was waiting on new Joanna Newsom, more on that in a moment), but holy chic, Julia! Didn’t expect this one to grow on me as much as it has, but like I’ll take it!

Favorite track: “Betsy on the Roof”

6. Jamie xx – In Colour


I mean hello have you heard it (you have)?? Also, “Loud Places” is my favorite song of 2015, just throwing that out there.

Favorite track: “Loud Places (feat.Romy)”

5. Father John Misty – I Love You, Honeybear


I cried the firs time I listened to this all the way through – tears of joy, tears of relief that it was as good as I was hoping it was, tears when listening to “I Went To the Store One Day” because it’s so damn sweet.

Favorite track: “When You’re Smiling and Astride Me”

4. Grimes – Art Angels


Like hiiiiiiiii we’ve been waiting! Another album completely worth the wait, false starts, re-recording or whatever happened. Genius pop, genius period. Plus, Claire Boucher still has the best backup dancers around.

Favorite track: “Belly of the Beat”

3. Kendrick Lamar – To Pimp a Butterfly


Another one of those that’s like “well no shit.”

Favorite track: “How Much A Dollar Cost”

2. Joanna Newsom – Divers


I really don’t dare write anything about Divers because I still stand in awe (while holding an iPhone with Wikipedia at the ready) at what Joanna Newsom is able to do with words, stories, music, life in general. Mind blowing.

Favorite track: “The Things I Say”

1. Sufjan Stevens – Carrie & Lowell


Everything that’s needed to be said about Carrie & Lowell has already been said, and those of you that know me personally know what Sufjan Stevens means to me. So I’ll tell you a story.

I was lucky enough to see Sufjan twice this year, the first time at the Rocky Mountain Folks Festival in Lyons, Colorado. Set against the red rocks of Steamboat Mountain, with the Saint Vrain Creek running through the festival grounds, the festival had to take a nearly 2 hour break as a crazy thunderstorm ripped through the area. I was alone, huddling under the “Smokin’ Tent,” eating a corn dog I had managed to grab right before the storm happened, thinking my experience might be ruined – stupid families had taken their stupid wagons full of their stupid kids and stupid tarps and laid out all of their shit out in the designated standing-only area in front of the main stage.

Well, lo and behold, the thunderstorm managed to clear out all the stupid people, and even though I was a little wet, the ground was not muddy, I had plenty of beers, and found myself front and center for the Sufjan Experience.

It was also the last day of the Perseid meteor shower, with the added benefit of being in the middle or nowhere Boulder County at 5,300 ft. above sea level.

And so, Sufjan came on, everything was bathed in a neon glow, and I, along with many of the other people around me, was in the middle of such a #moment that I can’t even stand it.

During an extended musical break in “Come On! Feel the Illinoise!, Pt. I: The World’s Columbian Exposition / Pt. II: Carl Sandburg Visits Me In a Dream,” and as Sufjan was describing his experience of driving down into Boulder Valley earlier that day, telling us how lucky we were to be in this beautiful location together, the largest, most brilliant shooting star I have ever seen in my life raced across the audience, from back to front. I swear to you the entire audience collectably gasped, and I knew, right then and there, that I was exactly where I was supposed to be. Everything, and I mean everything, was in it’s right place.


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Top 30 Albums of 2014

“It’s been a long time baby and it has been a rough road.” – Mariah Carey, Home Shopping Network

I feel like this quote from the elusive chanteuse herself (whose latest album effort is most definitely not included in my top 30) adequately sums up the year in music, as well as most things in my life, like putting together this list of my Top 30 Albums of 2014.

This list is all over the place, as expected. There were releases from artists that I knew, even before hearing, would end up in the top 10. There were releases from artists that I thought would end up at the top that didn’t even stick. There was one release from a particular Canadian artist that I knew I would love, but didn’t expect to be my favorite album of the year.

And so, as we turn down the lights on 2014, I’m looking at this list and I’m liking a lot of what happened. Here’s hoping you did too.

30. Damien Juardo – Brothers and Sisters of the Eternal Sun


Damien Juardo said this album “is about a guy who disappears on a search, if you will, for himself and never goes home,” which is kind of like what happened to me when I moved to Boulder, so that’s fun.

Favorite Track: “Silver Katherine”

29. Conor Oberst – Upside Down Mountain


I feel like most people have written off this album. While there’s nothing groundbreaking here, there’s a familiarity in Mr. Oberst’s vocals and subject matter that, along with the sprawling, dusty guitars, makes flipping this record akin to sliding into your favorite boots. Whatever.

Favorite track: “Double Life”

28. Sia – 1000 Forms of Fear


Best straight pop album of the year. WHATEVER T-SWIFT.

Favorite track: “Elastic Heart”

27. Glass Animals – Zaba


It’s just like chic and funky and consistently groovy, front to back.

Favorite track: “Cocoa Hooves”

26. Interpol – El Pintor


Yes, while El Pintor is a return to form (finally) for Interpol, the album sees the band falling back on old tricks. Nothing is new or exciting about most of this material, and yet it’s the band’s strongest effort in a long, long time, with a few of the songs being able to sit on the same shelf as the best work they’ve ever done.

Favorite track: “My Blue Supreme”

25. How To Dress Well – Where Is This Heart?

What Is This Heart

Like, one minute it’s dance-y and fun (“Repeat Pleasure”) and then it’s like, really spooky and scary and sad (“Face Again”). I’m in.

Favorite track: “Repeat Pleasure”

24. Thom Yorke – Tomorrow’s Modern Boxes

Tomorrows Modern Boxes

A very welcome surprise from Mr. Yorke, who continues to be prolific behind the scenes while we all wait for Radiohead’s next masterpiece.

Favorite track: “Nose Grows Some”

23. Sisyphus – Sisyphus


I’m biased because it’s love. Sufjan and I share a very special bond, so I couldn’t not include an album on this list that he’s (heavily) involved in. While in theory this album shouldn’t work, it works well. Really well. Sufjan’s orchestral flourishes along with Son Lux’s melodies prove to be the perfect backdrop for MC Serengeti’s rhymes.

Favorite track: “Rhythm of Devotion”

22. Azealia Banks – Broke With Expensive Taste


Perpetually delayed, and now perpetually great. I’m nervous I’m summoning something dark from the underworld when I listen to tracks like “Heavy Metal And Reflective,” or summoning something really, really chic while listening to “Ice Princess.” Even though most of the material is years old at this point, Ms. Banks still sounds fresh to death. Gays are flying everywhere.

Favorite track: “Wallace”

21. – TV On The Radio – Seeds


TV On The Radio are a happy band now and it sounds great on them.

Favorite track: “Right Now”

20. Flying Lotus – You’re Dead!


But like really? It’s like candy coming out of your speakers.

Favorite track: “Never Catch Me (feat. Kendrick Lamar)

19. The Antlers – Familiars


I don’t think The Antlers will ever get to a place as good (or depressing) as Hospice, but with each release since that defining record, they continue to evolve and surprise, still able to deliver an emotional punch with those freakin’ horns in a way that few others can.

Favorite track: “Surrender”

18. Run the Jewels – Run the Jewels 2



Like, K. Album of the Year on many other’s lists. Not as high up on mine, but still, earth shattering.

Favorite track: “Early (feat. Boots)”

17. FKA Twigs – LP1



Favorite track: “Pendulum”

16. Spoon – They Want My Soul

They Want My Soul

I met Britt Daniel this past Sunday. Oh, this album is good. Spoon by the numbers, but that’s like, way better than most bands’ by-the-numbers shit.

Favorite track: “Knock Knock Knock”

15. La Roux – Trouble in Paradise


Maybe it’s because I’m gay. Maybe it’s because the live show blew my mind (even though I was alone, which was chic but also not chic). I keep coming back to this album when I need to shake the stress away, one of the many magical powers of music. La Roux’s Trouble in Paradise does it better than many others – there’s no need to skip to the next track on this one.

Favorite track: “Cruel Sexuality”

14. Mac DeMarco – Salad Days


Is Mac DeMarco good looking? Not good looking? What would happen if he fixed his teeth? Can he get naked more often in music videos?

Favorite track: “Let My Baby Stay”

13. James Vincent McMorrow – Post Tropical


Murked me all last winter, and I’m ready to let it murk me all over again during this snowy season. McMorrow turned up the bass for his second LP and it sounds really great.

Favorite track: “Red Dust”

12. Future Islands – Singles


I mean there’s really not much more I can say about Singles that hasn’t already been said. This was Sam’s year.

Favorite track: “Seasons (Waiting On You)”

11. Caribou – Our Love

Our Love

Liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiike. Yes. Also, Owen Pallett contributed a lot to this one. More on him later…

Favorite track: “Back Home”



Ok, honestly I really didn’t want to like this album as much as I did, and still do. First, it was pushed on me BY THE STARBUCKS APP. Red flag number one. And then just look at that album art. CUTE AS FUCK. Also, their name is a stylized spelling of fox, an animal that is plastered all over my favorite Pierrepont Hicks tie. There’s no way the music can be that good. Then I learn this Baraboo, Wisconsin-based band recorded this album at Bon Iver’s April Base. BAIIIIII. And then I gave in and laughed and cried and wow it’s just kind of perfect. Does this make me basic?

Favorite track: “Satyr and The Faun”

9. Sharon Van Etten – Are We There


Dead. I’m dead by how perfect this album is. Really Sharon, stop it.

Favorite track: “Break Me”

8. St. Vincent – St. Vincent

St. Vincent

Slay Annie.

Favorite track: “Regret”

7. Lykke Li – I Never Learn


Jesus, this album. I mean when the preview video was released, I was sobbing at my desk. TALK ABOUT DEVASDATING! Apparently she wrote this album after the most painful breakup of her life. “This album is about the shame and the guilt and the sadness and the regret you can experience after leaving someone,” she told Pitchfork. Like, sadness chic to the extreme. And that voice, that voice that can pierce anything. Really though, if you’re having a bad day or you just fought with your girlfriend/boyfriend/roommate or just want to feel feelings, this is about as cathartic (and brilliant) as you can get. I mean during the chorus of “Gunshot” it actually feels like the music is shooting you. How great is that?

Favorite track: “Gunshot”

6. Beck – Morning Phase


The return of Beck was great for me, and great for 2014. Seeing Beck at Pitchfork Fest this year really cemented how great this album is; who knew “Blue Moon” was such a sing-along anthem? “I’m so tired of being alooooneeeee.” Sing it boy.

Favorite track: “Waking Light”

5. Lana Del Rey – Ultraviolence


I don’t think I anticipated an album more this year than Lana’s- the one on which she had to prove to everyone she wasn’t a flash in the pan, she wasn’t her SNL performance, which honestly wasn’t that bad. The girl that everyone loved to hate became the subject of countless think pieces both defending and defaming her (once again). But Lana doesn’t care about any of that, and Ultraviolence is amazing. The album sounds like old Hollywood, curated by Dan Auerbach of the Black Keys and brought home by Lana’s vocals, which are stronger than ever. She revels in being the other woman, looking pretty when she cries, smoking hydroponic weed in Brooklyn with her boyfriend. And she’s cooler than him. Duh.

Favorite track: “Sad Girl”

4. Tweedy – Sukierae


What could have been a toss-off is instead one of the most captivating releases Jeff Tweedy has put out in a while, with or without Wilco. It’s long, yes, but none of the tracks are throwaways. Instead, we get a look into how a singer/songwriter deals with family issues (his wife’s cancer), and learn that Jeff’s son, Spencer, is a skilled drummer, which isn’t that much of a surprise. Songs like “Fake Fur Coat” evoke solo Dylan material, while “Low Key,” “Pigeons,” and “Honey Combed” take their place along with the best that Wilco or Tweedy have ever done. A treat, for sure.

Favorite track: “Low Key”

3. Real Estate – Atlas


Real Estate have established a pretty niche sound, and while that doesn’t change much with Atlas, the band has evolved that sound to drape around some forlorn subject matter. “I’m out again on my own, a reflection in the chrome,” sings Martin Coutney on the opening track, singling that not all is beachy keen in New Jersey. This sentiment continues throughout the album. Lyrics like “I cannot come back to this neighborhood without feeling my own age,” on “Past Lives” and “I’m just trying to make some sense of this before I lose another year,” on “The Bend” hit home for many who are watching their own lives evolve before their eyes, but also reinforce that change can be a beautiful thing.

Favorite track: “The Bend”

2. The War On Drugs – Lost in the Dream

Lost in the Dream

It’s perfect. Really. Like, almost too perfect. The best part is Adam Granduciel and company make it all sound (and look during live shows) so effortless, like this kind of material is easy to conjure. I’m guessing it isn’t, so bravo.

Favorite track: “Red Eyes”

1. Owen Pallett – In Conflict

In Conflict

“I’ll never have any children. I would bare them and confuse them, my children.”

Oh Owen, aka Final Fantasy, aka master of the violin and loop pedal, aka the strings genius behind The National, Arcade Fire, Beirut and the Oscar-nominated Her soundtrack. On In Conflict, Owen the collaborator collaborated with Brian Eno to release his most personal album yet. One minute, this thing sounds like you’re on the moon (“In Conflict”), the next, you’re almost uncomfortably close to a past sexual encounter that’s at once eerie and beautiful (“The Passions”). I knew In Conflict would be good, but I had no idea that this album would grow on me to become my favorite of the year. Finally eschewing the guise of a stage name and signing about fictional characters like he did on Heartland, Pallett opens up and sings about his life, which is beautiful, messy and yes, gay.

When he sings that line, “I’ll never have any children,” you can almost hear the sadness in his voice, but he’s also come fully to terms with that fact. On “The Secret Seven,” Pallett sings, in defiance to Dan Savage, “It won’t get better,” before offering up his own telephone number and an ear to those that are experiencing “the hunger” and the rising water that can be navigating the gay lifestyle. The arrangements are complex yet playful, with added electronics, on display during “The Sky Behind the Flag,” and others, fleshing the whole thing out. I’m just rambling at this point, but the point is that I couldn’t escape In Conflict even if I wanted to.

And I don’t hate that.

Favorite track: “Song For Five & Six”





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Top 30 Albums of 2013

What a weird fucking year for music. What looked good on paper sadly translated into the not-so-impressive on the ears: 2013 was the year that everyone released an album; 2013 was also the year that everyone flopped.

Let’s look at the many notable names in music that missed their mark in 2013: Phoenix, Youth Lagoon, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Deerhunter, Major Lazer, Fall Out Boy (jokes), The-Dream, Camera Obscura, Ciara, Jay-Z, Goldfrapp, MGMT, Britney Spears (this kills me), Lady Gaga, Cults, the return of Justin Timberlake…even the full length from Sky Ferreira didn’t live up to the magic of her EP.

And yet, where many stumbled, a few lived up to the hype, or lack thereof in the case of Beyoncé. Some overcame doubts that they could pull off another masterpiece. And plenty of room was left for newcomers to show the established set just how to make real music. Yes, there’s lots of familiar names on my list, but I was also fortunate to be exposed to brand new artists for the first time through live shows and word of mouth, a method of discovering music that closes the personal loop you have with certain tunes.

And so, while the year in music didn’t exactly shape up the way I expected it too, I’m pleasantly surprised by the results and am left hungry for what 2014 has in store.

30. HAIM – Days Are Gone


Wilson Phillips-esque is always chic, but these ladies are talented in their own right with unexpectedly different records like “My Song 5.”




29. Kurt Vile – Wakin On a Pretty Daze


The perfect soundtrack for unemployment, especially if you’re able to wander around Chicago’s lakefront. Weird, that was my life. Also one of the most warmly-produced albums of the year, and I don’t hate it.




28. Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds – Push the Sky Away


It’s about all of it, but it’s really all about “Jubilee Street.” Dead.





27. Bill Callahan – Dream River

Bill Callahan

A master songwriter returns with another provocative collection of songs that magically fits perfectly with the scenery of Colorado, so that’s chic for me.




26. The National – Trouble Will Find Me


Not gonna lie, I was a little disappointed by this release, but you still can’t deny that The National are really, really good at what they do. Maybe it’s just time for them to try something a little bit different the next time around. “Pink Rabbits” also kills.




25. Arctic Monkeys – AM


Who knew these guys would still be relevant all these years after “Fluorescent Adolescent” took over the radio, but the Arctic Monkeys’ AM was one of the most solid rock albums of 2013.




24. Daft Punk – Random Access Memories


Yes we’re all sick of “Get Lucky,” but there’s a reason why it blew up. Daft Punk finally returned in 2013 with the most slickly-produced odes to glam disco 70s funky chic with a roster of impressive guests to boot. Was it what everyone was hoping for in a new Daft Punk album? No, but it’s perfect in terms of what they were going for.



23. Laura Marling – Once I Was an Eagle


I don’t even know, she’s just really damn good at what she does.





22. Caveman – Caveman

12 Jacket (3mm Spine) [GDOB-30H3-007}

I didn’t even know about this band until I caught their act while opening for Rogue Wave (moments) at Lincoln Hall this past June. I’m really glad I went early (when you go to a majority of shows alone, it’s easier to drink at the venue then alone in your apartment…awkward) because I can’t stop playing their self-titled LP. Glowing melodies fuzzy keys and emo subject matter – I can totally get down with that and you should too.



21. CHVRCHES – The Bones of What You Believe


Obligatory, but it’s also a great album.





20. Iron & Wine – Ghost On Ghost

Iron & Wine

Sam Beam decided he also had to throw his hat in the ring in 2013, but he actually made a great album with Ghost On Ghost. Songs like “New Mexico’s No Breeze” and “Joy,” which had a killer music video to boot, are worth the price of admission alone.




19. Neko Case – The Worse Things Get, The Harder I Fight, The Harder I Fight, The More I Love You


She must have been going for a Fiona Apple-esque vibe with that album title, and while it’s definitely not Neko’s best album, it’s a solid entry in an outstanding catalog of music.




18. Rhye – Woman


Made up of Milosh and Robin Hannibal, Rhye’s Woman came out of nowhere and blew most listeners away, me being one of them. It also didn’t hurt that the group’s super exclusive show at Schubas was one of the best I’ve seen all year.




17. Atoms for Peace – Amok


This is what Thom Yorke’s Eraser should have sounded like, although I like them both. Whatever.




16. Majical Cloudz – Impersonator


I mean baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Talk about emo moments. But really, it’s quite something to hear what Devon Welsh and his producer / collaborator Matthew Otto can do with the most minimal of elements.




15. Unknown Mortal Orchestra – II


These are all supposed to be my top albums of 2013, but UMO’s II is definitely a favorite. But like really, “So Good At Being In Trouble,” “Monki,” “Secret Xtians.” Are you kidding me?




14. The Dodos – Carrier


I’ve mentioned this a few times on this blog that I hardly pay attention to anymore, but The Dodos are special not only because I love them, but because they were the subject of the first review I ever wrote. They disappointed with 2011’s No Color, but thankfully came back better than ever with Carrier, which is best digested in a solid listen from start to finish. It’s good to hear the group channeling the loss of guitarist Christopher Reimer into such beautiful art – putting the medium to its best possible use. Also bittersweet – the last show I saw at my home away from home, Lincoln Hall, was headlined by The Dodos; A fitting bookend to my life at that moment.


13. Night Beds – Country Sleep


Lead by Winston Yellen, newcomers Night Beds tugged at the heartstrings with Country Sleep.  These are the types of songs you’d hear on The OC before the rest of humanity discovered them only because of said show, and yet they also avoid sounding clichéd. Also check out the super disturbing video for “Even If We Try.” Oh, also, my friend totally could have gone back to Winston’s hotel room the night they played the Varsity in Minneapolis, so that’s fun.



12. Disclosure – Settle


Another debut in a list of amazing debuts in 2013, Disclosure’s Settle was, by far, the best dance record released this year, and then Beyoncé had to come and mess everything up if you’re into more of an R&B flavor. But really, can we talk about “Latch” or “Defeated” or “You & Me” or “Help Me Lose My Mind” or really every track on this album, because damn.



11. Indians – Somewhere Else


Maybe it’s the chic album art that I wouldn’t mind having framed, maybe it’s the delicate yet slightly kooky vocals from Søren Løkke Juul (not to mention the kooky name, but whatever he’s from Copenhagen so act cool), maybe it’s the melancholy melodies backed by subtle electronics to make the whole thing grander, but Somewhere Else is certainly something else, in the best way possible.



10. Drake – Nothing Was the Same

drake nothing was the same

I really didn’t want to like this album. Perhaps I was getting a little sick of Drake and I didn’t want anything to overshadow the amazingness that was and still is Take Care. But Nothing Was the Same is like, really, really good you guys. I still kind of don’t want it to be as good as it is, but damn, he cracked my top 10. Bravo.



9. Local Natives – Hummingbird

Local Natives, Hummingbird

After breaking out with the brilliant Gorilla Manor, I’m really happy Local Natives avoided the dreaded sophomore slump and came out ahead with Hummingbird. And while it doesn’t offer much in terms of innovation, Hummingbird makes up for that in perfecting the direction of the band and setting excellent expectations with songs like “Ceilings,” “You & I” and the devastating “Colombia.”



8. Phosphorescent – Muchacho


If landscapes could sing songs, they would sound like those grouped together on Muchacho. It sounds new yet rustic at the same time, like you’ve heard these songs in a past life or something. Muchacho is beaten up, triumphant, free-wheeling and wistful – all the makings for one of the best albums of the year.



7. Arcade Fire – Reflektor


The expectations for this album were incredibly high, thanks to a viral campaign, “secret” shows, track listing leaks, and lots and lots of ad money. Ultimately, Reflektor fell short for many. Have Arcade Fire jumped the shark? Maybe. Our quaint little indie band are now playing arenas on the next tour and have a much larger sound to match. Yet isn’t this the complaint aimed at every band who were once someone’s secret that now everyone enjoys? It isn’t all bad, and Win Butler seems to know exactly what he and the rest of the group are to do with this newfound superstardom. And there’s still no denying the pockets of genius found throughout Reflektor, with the title track being one of my favorites of 2013. Maybe I’m a little jaded that the secret’s fully out in the open, but I think we’ll get a clearer picture of what Arcade Fire is turning into (or has become) with a follow-up, whenever that happens.


6. Blood Orange – Cupid Deluxe

Blood Orange

Like, this is almost a perfect album. There’s really not much more I can say.





5. James Blake – Overgrown

James Blake

James Blake traded in the dubstep sound of his first proper LP for a more R&B flavored sound on Overgrown, and it pays off in dividends. Overgrown is a multi-textured album that has the ability to fully launch the listener into a dark, seductive atmosphere. It’s an album full of surprises, twists and turns that remind us why Blake is one of the best in the business.



4. Vampire Weekend – Modern Vampires of the City

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A familiar name that actually pulled through in 2013. People love to hate Vampire Weekend, but why? I think it’s jealousy. Insanely talented, good looking, smart guys that make great fucking music with a sound that is distinctly their own, Vampire Weekend’s Modern Vampires of the City is familiar enough while also offering something fresh over previous releases. It’s like a really solid piece of furniture. Don’t even get me started on “Hannah Hunt.”



3. Beyoncé – BEYONCÉ


Even though it’s not the number one album, Beyoncé’s surprise (that’s an understatement) “visual album” clearly won 2013. If there was ever a time to use the term “tour de force” to describe an album, let alone the full Beyoncé Experience that was dropped on humanity as the clock struck midnight on December 13, this would be the occasion.

Not only is the album 14 songs long, but there’s a full on music video for each song (and then some). And these aren’t just like, go-pro handycam bullshit videos. Oh, and on top of all of that, the album slays. It’s her best work yet, sounding current without overplayed while also pushing some sonic boundaries.

In an age of massive pre-release promotions that have the potential to do more damage than good (see every other major release from well-established artists this year), Beyoncé and her team were able to create an event akin to when Radiohead released In Rainbows. It shows her dedication to not only the craft, but also the meaning of music and its ability to bring people together. Don’t be jealous.


2. Volcano Choir – Repave


God damn Justin Vernon. I remember seeing Volcano Choir perform their first ever show at The Cedar in Minneapolis back in 2011. Since Justin Vernon was involved, the crowd was a who’s who of the Minneapolis music scene and Bon Iver fanboys, all trying to get a taste of whatever Vernon had his fingers on those days.

The show was awesome, but it was basically one giant, live experiment, similar to the entire structure of Unmap. Certainly, this wasn’t music for the mainstream and would remain one of Vernon’s many side projects with his buddies.

Ugh, that notion was so wrong, and what a difference two years makes. After seeing Volcano Choir perform at The Metro in Chicago in support of Repave, we now find the group as a fully-formed juggernaut, complete with a live show that employs a beautifully-designed lighting concept cascading off of a cave-like backdrop, with Vernon planted behind a pulpit, preaching to raptured audiences. The songs on Repave are no longer experiments in sound and electronics. These are lovely, anthemic, powerful songs that serve as a call to arms. Vernon, for the most part, ditches the falsetto, belting out lines like “set sail,” pleading with the listener to “repave, repave, repave, repave,” and to “shed skin.”

It’s as if Vernon is shedding the persona of Bon Iver, and he very well may be according to some recent interviews. He’s at the helm now of a different, more powerful ship now, and that plasters a giant smile on my face.


1. Kanye West – Yeezus


I’ve already dropped the mic on this album back in June, but once again, Kanye West has released the album of the year – an album that sounds like nothing else and pushes forward a very specific agenda about status and race in America. In closing, and in true Kanye form, Imma quote my previous post on Yeezus:

When Kanye first tweeted that he would be projecting new music at specific locations across the country, I dropped what I was doing and headed up the street to Wrigley Field, not knowing what to expect. In true Kanye form, the projection of “New Slaves” started an hour late. I tried to be as in the moment as possible while also trying to decipher what this new sound was and listening intently to the subject matter of what is a very deep song. Then, out of nowhere, in slammed the sample of Omega’s “Gyöngyhajú Lány.” It’s quite a beautiful and somewhat profound moment, actually, and felt more that way as me and 50 other people stared at the entrance of Wrigley Field with jaws dropped, while Kanye and Frank Ocean crooned “So let’s get too high, get too high again.” It may not be the same type of high that Dark Fantasy gave the world – Yeezus is a high of a very different sort. And thank God – At least none of us are bored anymore.

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The OC at 10 – My Favorite Musical Moments


Whether you want to admit it or not, The OC was (and still is) a cultural phenomenon, something that, at least for me, defined a very forming period in my life. Debuting on August 5, 2003, and ending all too soon on February 22, 2007, members of the Millennial Generation laughed, cried and winced as we watched the lives of the Cohen family and everyone they touched in Newport Beach unfold (or unravel).

I’d even go as far as saying that The OC played a pretty heavy part in my decision to move to California and attend the University of San Diego for my freshman year of college.  Seriously. The first time I ever got successfully drunk in California was in Laguna Beach – by that time, The OC had inspired MTV’s “Laguna Beach – The Real OC,” so my giddiness was doubly amplified.

I was also exposed to bands that would become some of my favorites thanks to The OC and the genius of Alexandra Patsavas and creator Josh Schwartz, who would sometimes write entire episodes based off of a song. I mean, does it get any better than that? Can we talk about the giant Death Cab for Cutie Transatlanticism poster in Seth’s bedroom?

Music, and the show’s passionate dedication to good music, is one of the reason’s why it’s still my favorite TV show of all time. The music used was able to capture the beautiful, almost magical elements of California along with the undercurrents of corruption, depression and forlornness living at the edge of the continent brings with it. And so, I give you my 10 favorite musical moments of The OC:

10. The Pogues – “Love You ‘Till the End” Season 4, Episode 4 “The Metamorphosis”  :  Tears. So. Many. Tears


9. Sufjan Stevens – “For the Widows in Paradise; For the Fatherless in Ypsilanti” Season 3, Episode 15 “The Heavy Lifting” : We all didn’t care much for Johnny, but I kinda did a little bit more because of this scene. Also, Sufjan.


8. Ryan Adams – “Wonderwall” Season 1, Episode 19 “The Heartbreak” : Bai.


7. Imogen Heap – “Hide and Seek” Season 2, Episode 24 “The Dearly Beloved” : Slow motion murk, literally.


6. Rachael Yamagata – “Worn Me Down” Season 2, Episode 11 “The Second Chance” : Can I open up a real life Bait Shop?


5. Patrick Park – “Life’s A Song” Season 4, Episode 16 “The End’s Not Near, It’s Here” : Series finale. Dead.


4. Matt Pond PA – “Champagne Supernova” Season 3, Episode 14 “The Rainy Day Women” : Quite possibly one of the best scenes in the history of television. Yep, it’s the upside down Spider-Man kiss.


3. Jeff Buckley – “Hallelujah” Season 1, Episode 27 “The Ties that Bind” : Are you even kidding me right now? Also, Marissa starts to become drunk Marissa again, which was everyone’s favorite.


2. Radiohead – “Fog” Season 3, Episode 20 “The Day After Tomorrow” : Leave it to The OC to feature a little known acoustic version of Radiohead’s brilliant “Fog” to soundtrack the continued problems between Seth and Summer, Sandy and Kiki, and the emotional re-building of Summer and Marissa’s friendship.


1. Coldplay – “Fix You” Season 2, Episode 23 “The O.Sea” : I mean everything is going to shit in this episode and then we are murked with “Fix You,” possibly Coldplay’s most depressing song, that made its debut on this episode. I’m crying while writing this, thanks.

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Thoughts on Yeezus

kanye-new-album-yeezusThe first record on Kanye West’s sixth studio album, “On Sight,” clearly spells out what the fuck is about to happen for the entire length of Yeezus.

“How much do I not give a fuck? / Let me show you right now before you give it up,” West snarls before we hear a classic Kanye-esque sample, featuring the line “He’ll give us what we need / It may not be what we want.”


West already gave us want we wanted with 2010’s My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy. He’s so good at doing this only 10 years into his professional solo career that he pulled out all the stops, scheduled every guest rapper you’d ever want to hear on a Kanye album and pushed all the studio flourishes to the extreme because he knew Dark Fantasy would play like a greatest hits album. At the very beginning of Dark Fantasy, we hear “Can we get much higher?” Like, hello.

And you wanted that again?

I’m about to compare Kanye West to Radiohead right now. Radiohead are expected to evolve and make drastic and creative leaps and bounds forward with each album. All of that came to a head with In Rainbows – it was the best of everything that had come before it. Then The King of Limbs was released and people were pissed off because it was more challenging, didn’t change things enough and was “too short.” LOL K.

I think the same thing is happening with Yeezus, although I would say it’s more like Kanye’s Kid A. You see, Kanye got us all gassed up over the past decade, made his “ultimate” album with Dark Fantasy, and then pulled the rug out from everybody who was expecting something they could play in the club or while pre-gaming.

Yeezus is a dark, twisted fantasy in its own right. It sounds like nothing else, yet peppers in sonically beautiful moments that link to Kanye’s past, most directly to the also challenging and commercially unviable 808s & Heartbreak. All at once, it’s funny, uncomfortable, provocative, beautiful, depressing and a challenge.

Very recently, celebrated band Low played the annual Rock the Garden, and people were super pissed because the band’s set consisted of one song stretched out to 27 minutes. In response, the City Pages’ Reed Fischer complied an argument for why it was actually brilliant. I’m going to use a couple of his arguments to wrap up my thoughts:

Fischer: Rock the Garden is a Walker Art Center event, not Jingle Ball.

Low not playing “Plastic Cup” is nowhere close to equivalent to Katy Perry skipping “Teenage Dream.” Get over it. The Walker has a long tradition of supporting experimental performance that sits outside the mainstream, and Low’s choice to densely explore one track was a fitting addition to the day. If anything, this will be a Low appearance that will be talked about for the rest of our lives. Plus, “Drone, not drones,” was a completely badass way to address the crowd. Alan Sparhawk and his band looked fearless and punk as fuck up there.

Me: Kanye West is not Flo Rida, T.I. or J Cole. He’s creating art that the masses have seemed to relate to up to this point. Kanye West will not be playing Jingle Ball.

Kanye not making “Gold Digger Part 2” is kind of the point of pushing music forward. Get over it. If anything, Yeezuz will be talked about for the rest of our lives. Plus, sampling “All the Beautiful People” on “Black Skinhead” is completely badass.

Fischer: Not every effective piece of art is easy to pigeonhole.

Admittedly, I was initially confused by the long, billowing intro that stretched easily five minutes before a noticeable change. But as the sun started to peek its way out from behind the clouds, “Do You Know How to Waltz?” began to build into something epic. In an era when we’re used to getting exactly what we want with a swipe of a finger on our smart phones, it can be refreshing to have a surprise, a plot twist, a moment of not knowing what will come next. Although the few lyrics of the song include the line “One more reason to forget,” I guarantee no one who was gathered there Saturday will be able to erase in their minds what they experienced while Low played. A shame for those who just wanted something less unique, less singular, and less captivating. The crowd agreed that Emily Haines was “not synthetica” later on, but should remember that we should not be passive, music-consuming drones either.

Me: Not every effective piece of art is easy to pigeonhole.

From the very beginning, Yeezus sounds like no other Kanye album out there and can initially be confusing. In an era when we’re used to getting exactly what we want with a swipe of a finger on our smart phones, it can be refreshing to have a surprise, a plot twist, a moment of not knowing what will come next, a la Yeezus and Kanye’s career in general. I guarantee no one who listens to Yeezus will be able to erase in their minds what the hell just happened in their ears, on their speakers, etc.


When Kanye first tweeted that he would be projecting new music at specific locations across the country, I dropped what I was doing and headed up the street to Wrigley Field, not knowing what to expect. In true Kanye form, the projection of “New Slaves” started an hour late. I tried to be as in the moment as possible while also trying to decipher what this new sound was and listening intently to the subject matter of what is a very deep song. Then, out of nowhere, in slammed the sample of Omega’s “Gyöngyhajú Lány.” It’s quite a beautiful and somewhat profound moment, actually, and felt more that way as me and 50 other people stared at the entrance of Wrigley Field with jaws dropped, while Kanye and Frank Ocean crooned “So let’s get too high, get too high again.” It may not be the same type of high that Dark Fantasy gave the world – Yeezus is a high of a very different sort. And thank God – At least none of us are bored anymore.

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Daily Murk: Mariah Carey feat. Miguel – “#Beautiful”

mariah-carey-beautiful-single-art1Mimi has emancipated herself once again and released a strong and early contender for Song of the Summer with “#Beautiful.” Yeah, I know, it has a hashtag in the title, but it’s Mariah so just be cool.

Since everyone went absolutely batshit crazy for Miguel’s Kaleidoscope Dream, which was released last year, Mariah having him on one of her joints is a great, validating move for both of them; Mariah has been out of the scene for a bit and the amount of radio play this song is sure to receive will only do good things for Miguel as he continues his rise. Listen to “#Beautiful” below and see if it puts you in the summer mood.


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